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It's about 8:25 pm and I'm in the lab now, working on the poster for Conference of Neuroscience Day tomorrow.

I actually just came out from my "official" first-class of this semester and I am in a low mood.

I don't know why that I seem always to be unconfident and feel insecure every time when I am away from school for quite a while. It seems to me that my every aspect of capability was deteriorated down to like a mental retarded level.

In my first class of this semester today, when the instructor wanted me to talk about my experiments of doing neuroimaging studies, I was totally blank out at that time. Instead of a bla-bla-bla , fluent and talkative fashion, I just expressed it in two or three sentences. My brain was so blank. I even didn’t have any creative topics to illustrate or develop to make the conversation flow. This really made me like a dull person. 
Where were all my ideas and ways to interact with people? Where was my energetic personality toward the future? Where was my optimistic view of the world?

Gee, I must be too hungry at the time.

Hopefully, time will recover and find them all back!

And, one more thing, I believe it’s all about "mind." Minds manipulate all things…

Remember, don’t let "mind" control you…just relax and be the way you are!