caffeinepig

Today, after the committee meeting, I finally "officially" become a doctoral candidate.

I finally achieve the stage of ABD, All-about-dissertation….

It's weird, thought. Where is my feeling of happiness??

Am I waiting for this moment for a long time???

I do not feel excited; even not feel happy at all, just a bit of relief…

Man….~

I shall enjoy this happy moment. After all, I have done a lot to reach this far, right?

Maybe I worry too much?

Maybe I'm overwhelmed?

Maybe this feeling is just more than happy? So, I am not as happy as I expected?? It should be something else that I should feel it, but I am not…?

Maybe this is the beginning of the hell??

Gee~~

Treat yourself well…

Reward yourself, man~

Enjoy this happy moment…

YOU DESERVE IT!!!





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I need external stimuli to stir up my feeling at this moment...